So yeah sure I might be idealistic. I'm a dreamer and that's the depth of my heart. But I've been learning lately that being a dreamer isn't easy- -it takes hard work to believe in the better good, the possibilities, to surpass the bad things that the world tells you about. I see those sad things in life as the beginning of a new story- - one of hope, love, and courage. Without the search of these things in our lives- -their would be no depth. I want depth. I want the search of something more so that when I find it I will know that I found treasures along the way. I will have built the castle waiting for me. Alot of this comes from how I felt today. I had been thinking about my new adventure to Alaska and the fact that I don't have any of the money for the ticket there, I haven't been called for my over the phone interview yet (and the program starts in two weeks!) and I don't feel ready. But all throughout the day I was realizing that this was a trust issue. Not only in the Lord but in myself. I have to believe that no matter what happens in this life I can make the decision to choose that it will all be okay. My life will be awesome because I'm going to choose for it to be that way. I just don't want to give the devil the advantage over me - - to worry and feel like I have to do certain things all the time. If God can change what was meant for evil to good then so can I! Speaking with authority I can change things with the power of faith. There is a choice in every day and that choice is to believe that who we are is something special, set apart and worthwhile. It's the choice that we can do something to change the world we live in. The choice to show someone else who they are as an individual loved by a beautiful and amazing God. I love that choice. The sword in my hand is swift, strong and steady. The battle is possible to win.
Sincerely,
DreamMaker-StarGazer-LoverofLife
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
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